Fake It Til You Make It

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A black and white movie 

Set in a blizzard in a war 

Huddled up so tight

In a cave, I can’t be found 

Please do not judge me

I’m still inside me

Fake it until you make it       

Be strong you got a true friend                                 

Sunshine and a smile                                   

Been away for a while 

You know sunshine and a smile 

Will come back but in a while 

More and now forever 

shoes seem nailed to the floor

What was me I feel is gone 

Escape’s  around the corner

A beast is following

Beyond the lake, beyond a stream

Please do not judge me

I’m still inside me

Fake it until you make it       

Be strong you got a true friend                                 

Sunshine and a smile                                   

Been away for a while 

You know sunshine and a smile 

Will come back but in a while 

And then I breathe, a  different breath

A light, a smile, meditation            

Now I can feel the music 

How it moves the air around me

Fake it

Fake it until  you make it      

Be strong you got a true friend                                

Sunshine and a smile / Please do not judge me                             

Been away for a while / I’m still inside me

You know sunshine and a smile / Please do not judge me

Will come back    but in a while / I’m still inside me

Fake it until  you make it      

Be strong you got a true friend                                

Sunshine and a smile / Please do not judge me                             

Been away for a while / I’m still inside me

You know sunshine and a smile / Please do not judge me

Will come back    but in a while / I’m still inside me

Sunshine and a smile sometimes they just hide

You know sunshine and a smile, they’re always inside

We faked it and now we’re making it

We’re strong cause we’ve got good friends

Sunshine and a smile, 

Sometimes they just hide

You know sunshine and a smile,

They’re always inside

We faked it and now we’re making it

We’re strong cause we’ve got good friends

Sunshine and a smile, 

Sometimes they just hide

You know sunshine and a smile,

They’re always inside

Digging It Up

Lyrics

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Another  day, another bender

Too gone to play my fender!

Drop a pill, take a swill 

It’s easy now but I’ll pay a bill 

I’m Running, but the ghost re-appears

Playing with all of my fears.     

They tried to tell me 

That the only way to get to sleep 

Is to bury the memories so deep 

But oh lord I now see, I see

That the only way to survive 

Is to face  those memories alive 

Another  woman, what a girl 

Man I think her name was Shirl !

It’s a blast, I have no past  

Going fine but it ain’t  gonna last 

I’m sinking, sinking, but  they’re  not there 

I’m better than this shit,  I swear  

You know that people come in two kinds

Some give and others play with your mind

Another  day, another bender

Too gone to even play my fender!

Drop a pill, take a swill 

It’s easy now but I’ll pay a bill 

I’m Running, Running, they’re  kinda there 

Taking it all in;  I swear 

They tried to tell me 

That the only way to get to sleep 

Is to bury the memories so deep 

But oh lord I now see, I see

That the only way to survive 

Is to face  those memories alive 

But oh lord I now see, I see …….                                                                           

I gottaIs  face  those memories  ,

I wanna sedate those memories 

I wanna place those memories 

I wanna placate those memories 

I wanna trace those memories

I want to accept those memories

And stay alive